JAMIE OH..WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry ,do not have the right mood to update my pics taken at genting...tml la.

i have so mani diff kinds of feelings and i do not know how to react.i need a drink but...
IS JO tat silly?
why mus i be so affected by that sms-
I m sorry but this way really makes me suspect the love u have for me..
I can talk to No ONE.EXCEPT my cousin.
But decision is still on ME.
I really pity myself sometimes
or rather i should laugh
I NEVER
do bad things
bully people
do illegal stuffs
why is the ppl ard me always not the right one.

I believe in karma...

if u all were to ask me,
yes..i am very unhappy lately,am i really ok or am i not..
i dunno myself...
the only time i can relax my mind is when i slp.
Night is the most suffering timing which i find it hard to pass by..do u feel the same
i fell down so hard,so painful and heart breaking...it's bleeding

我不要犯错所以不会再联络
世界太完美朋友总是那么多
陪着我一直唱歌叫我一定加倍好好生活
我不要犯错所以才重新爱过
新来的人我要什么就给什么
让我一直微笑不好意思说我不快乐

i need to give a chance..or i'll nv know...

was watching a hk drama.a woman was together with a man who has a wife.the woman consult her guy fren and ask?
woman:am i selfish if i were to snatch him over since he is willing to divorce with his wife
man:in love,there is no selfishness..its only love or not love,u should knw who to choose

will she be very bad if she were to break ppl's family up??
YES ! definitely.do not play with MARRIED man~how would u feel if ONE DAY yr husband has been together with another woman. and he left u .
phew...after watching this show...many thoughts came to my mind...i could't explain...

can someone bring me for a ride???
some wine ~

i do not trust ppl that easy..pls if u wanna play fuck off!
atlast...i pour out some of my unhappiness...

love.jamjam